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About Kuting

i'm a self confessed gay, trapped in a woman's body. you'll never have a single idea about the real me unless i consider you as my friend. i can be the best friend you'll ever have and your worst enemy. i love pink, w/c makes me more gay and i'm a certified music lover.

 

i'm not a good writer, and i'm aware of it. this blog is my outlet. my online diary. i don't keep a journal, tamad ako magsulat. i only write whenever i'm on the mood or if i'm emotional.

 

if ever you stumble upon this page, sorry if you'll not be entertained. i'm not good at entertaining other people. i write whatever i feel like writing. you can always click the red x button on the top right part of the page and promise yourself never to go back to my page again.

 

if you have suggestions or violent reactions, please feel free to leave a message or comment and i'll get back to you as soon as i can.

 

this is me... hate me or love me..

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mel:

nice site! keep on posting! :)

London Parachute Dude:

I’ve not been in the Philippines for long but I must admit that it’s an amazing area. Anyway, I’m just commenting here because I’m looking for blogs about Manila. and found your site on google. If you have any ideas on places to try while here in manila then I’d appreciate hearing them. Make the most of Holy Week!

hatemeorloveme:

meri krismas and hapi nu yir sa lahat…

AC:

hello! thanks for dropping by my site. :)

hatemeorloveme:

@ revo i know you’ll love it.. it’s made especially for you…Ü lam mo yan dai, lam mo anamn na emote ako sa buhay di ba. salamat sa blog at may outlet na ko pag magulo mundo ko. yung gift ko ha. abot mo na lang sa station ko, alm mo naman yung time ng shift ko diba..Ü

revo:

hahaha.kidding aside,the lines are full of emotions, so genuine that every reader can hook into it and understand the feelings that you keep on hiding..let it show so the world will know..hehehe

hatemeorloveme:

@revo napaka arti mo jan ha.. pasalamat ka na lang cnabi ko sa utong magandang balita tungkol sa kutaan ko at pinilit kitang mag koment.Ü salamat ng marami at na mi miss na kita ng bongga..Ü taking care

revo:

tsk tsk..i was surprised by this blog..sge spread the word?–done.hehehe..napakakulay naman ng buhay mo.yaan mo i already wrote a letter to ate charo para ma-feature naman ang buhay mo..it’s well-worth it.hehehe

hatemeorloveme:

PS: ndi q nga to sinikreto, di ka lang talaga nag usisa..Ü

hatemeorloveme:

@lio
xenxa naman late reply… lam mo naman na walng access ang chat galore na to sa opis… pero maraming salamt sa pagbisita.

lio loco:

kahit na isinikreto mo sakin ang blog na ‘to, nagcomment pa rin ko sa lahat ng post mo. ganun ka kahalaga sakin. apir kuting! congratumaleyshuns sa bagong blog mo.

p.s. panghakot ng bagong mambabasa. ikaw ang sinunod kong blogger sa ka-wavelength widget ko. apir!

lio loco:

kahit na isinikreto mo sakin ang blog na ‘to, nagcomment ako sa lahat ng post mo. ganun ka kahalaga sakin. apir kuting! congratumaleyshuns sa bagong kuta! Ü

patricia morales:

Ako ba ngsulat n2? hahaha!

patricia morales:

wlang masabi :)

alvin:

can’t really complain with the writings! well done! i can say that u are… u really are a very wonderful person… :) when u laugh… remember that i’m there gigling with u… and when ur hear breaks… u know i feel ur pain…

hatemeorloveme:

@warmae
mbuti na lang at pamangkin kita. sana lage ka mapunta dito atmag enjoi kakabasa ng kung anik anik lang na entry q..Ü taking care…

hatemeorloveme:

@katmenace
mare, thanks for dropping by..Ü nahihiya nga q sabihin sa inio eh,lam mo naman diba na wala qng talent sa pagsulat talaga… pero na boost yung confidence q promise..Ü hope you’lllike my 2nd entry.. c u on sat..Ü

warmae:

nice one… bonggang bonggang blog ah… sumusunod n sa yapakni inday.. hehe.. eniwey ang cute ng blog mu madam… konting articles nlng eh talbog lht ng blog! hehe…

katmenace:

yabang nman! may blogsite na din xa. m so proud of u beshfrend! u have the talent nmn eh..tamad k lang…Ü

hatemeorloveme:

hello world….Ü

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Lahat tayo may karapatang masaktan, pero wala tayong karapatang manakit ng ibang tao.- Big Brother

i guess this is goodbye

March 5, 2009

 since i posted my first entry yesterday, parang na inspire aq ng bongga na mag post ng mag post.Ü ganito naman talaga q, pag may nahiligan aq gusto q xang gawin ng gawin hanggang sa pagsawaan q na lang xa. nagpapaka senti aq ngaun para naman may mahugot aqng emotion at mejo ma inspire na talaga q ng bongga dito sa next entry q.

  2 yrs ago when my bf and i broke up. i broke up with him. ndi q kz maramdaman na importante aq sa kanya. alam qng imposible na sa ilang buwan pa lang nameng pagkakakilala ay mamahalin na nia talaga q. ndi naman parang teleserye ang buhay pag ibig q. pero sa loob ng ilang buwan ng pakikipagpalitan ng text messages at tawagan eh, na ralize q na hanggang dun na lang talaga kame. na hindi nia talga q kayang pahalagahan, at ndi na talaga darating ung tym na mamahalin nia q and we will live happily ever after.

 i was surprised when i received a message from him, informing me that he changed his number. natuwa talaga q non. naicp q ndi pa pala nia q nakalimutan. ndi xa yung typical type ng bf. ndi xa swit, at lalong ayaw niang magpakita ng emotions nia. nung una q pa lang xang nakilala na challenge na talaga q sa attitude nia. nung mga panahon na un, umiral na naman ang pagiging idealistic q at naicp q baka pag na inlove xa sa ken eh, lumabas yung tunay nia talagang ugali. yung prang mga napapanood q na romance movies na once ma inlove c guy na mukang ndi talaga marunong magmahal eh, he’ll do evrything in the end para lang dun sa babaeng mahal nia. but i was wrong. unang una, ndi xa in love sa ken. at ni hindi nia q kyang i priorotize. i was just one of his options. being the stupid/martyr lover that i am, aun hinayaan q lang xa kung pano nia q i trato as his “gf”.

 i know my worth, pero bakit q hinayaan mangyari un. ganon cguro talaga pag may gus2 kang mangyari. after all, ma re realize mo din bandang huli na ndi na maganda yung ngyayari at gusto mo ng matapos lahat. at ganon nga ang ngyari, i broke up w/ him. ndi q kinaya ang pagiging insensitive nia. after 2 mos bago q pa natnggap na ndi na talaga xa magbabago para sa kin. ndi q naman gustong magbago xa totally. ang gusto q lang ma appreciate nia aq at pahalagahan. pero sorry sa ken, kz iluxon q lang lahat un.

 after 2 years, naging kame ulet. nagkabalikan kame last january. 2 mos pa lang nakakalipas pero parang ganon na naman mangyayari sa men. i’m still holding on kz nga andun pa rin yung hope q na bago 2buan xa ng sensitivity. pero parang malabo talaga yung gus2 qng mangyari. kahit anong effort q wala pa din. insensitive pa din xa, at minsan parang wala na talaga xang pakelam. sabi nga ni mo twister, once a lame bf, alway a lame bf. curo magbabbago lang xa pag na22 na xang magmahal. unfor2n8ly ndi aq yung taong makakakpagpabago sa kanya. sasaktan q lang yung sarili q ng bongga.

 for now, hahayaan q na lang kung ano ung ngyayari sa men. darating din yung tym na pareho na lang kameng magsasawa. at bago pa man mngyari un, sana may natitira pa ren para sa sarili q.

 

 

 

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Previous Comments

M happy for you kc at last marunong ka ring magBLOG, hehehe…
Congrats dai! Magpost ka lng magpost hanggang mademanda ang blog mo.
Heniways, manggagaya ka ng nararamdaman. I share the same feelings. Ganun din ang kasalukuyang status ko sa relationship with my gwapong bading na bf–PASSIVE–nagaantay kung kelan niya ako papahalagahan at ipaprioritize.
God! nakaACW pla ako….

Posted by chocoprince at March 6, 2009, 8:54 am

lam mo yan dai, dahil sa kagustuhan mong mag comment nkalimutan mo na naka after call ka lang…Ü as long as di ka nahuli keribels lang..Ü pareho lang talaga tau ng situation sa ating buhay pag ibig. ang kaibahan lang natin aq, kaya q xang iwan at makaka move on aq kagad..Ü taking care dai..

Posted by hatemeorloveme at March 7, 2009, 7:51 am

feeling mo maganda kn kc may blog ka??!!! well, ndi noh… cute k lng.. ako lng may karapatan sa salitang “MAGANDA”!

NWAY, arte.com lng ang masasabi ko s ablog mo, magtigil ka nga, ndi kn bata noh, wag k umarte…… kala mo balingkinitan ka…. NDI OI…! kung makapag-post ka kala mo.. pinag iinit mo ulo ko, HAPLUSIN MO NGA!!

hehehe… mare sobrang NAMISS KITA TLG!!! kita mo nmn halos patayin na kita sa mga cnsbi ko d2 sa blog mo.. hahaha… miss u so so suso, ai so so much pala!! mwuah mwuah!!!

Posted by garii at March 8, 2009, 5:13 am

miss u 2 gari babe… miss q na 3some naten nina viola..Ü kahit kelan talaga kay baboy mo sa ken. nwei, ndi mo lang alam kung gano na kalaki sugat ng heart q ngaun..Ü salamt sa pagbisita..Ü balik ka ulet dito..Ü

Posted by hatemeorloveme at March 8, 2009, 7:16 pm

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